to finish
to begin
to see what''s being me once again i put myself through all this
my body pierced by the bass sound of a music of long time passed generation cracked something inside me made me feel at least the half of me... but still where is the other half .... longing to feel freedom ... to feel... complete ... whole again ... my eardrums still beating in the rythm of universal dilusion... there is great evil,where does it come from?
who''s doing this? who''s killing us?
i still allow otherman''s thoughts to penetrate my mind
concentration on
every motion flowing slow through space
i need place to be ... is it here ... i''m about to see
i''m about everything in and out of me
i loved ... a lot ... still getting none
still as the stillness in space
motionless
pointless not!
what am i to me i get it i got a picture
of me standing all alone pretending to be participating in all of this they call social life but no... am i truly a wolf lost in this place humans call their world
soon i''m about to find ... and this time....
change of place just puts everything to it''s place
i try to desapear but there''s only one way out of here...
i need some love though and it''s easy not to get it from people who just don''t seem to care or understand anything different from their own pointless state of existance
gods grant me strenght to be! fate caresses me with all the sequences and the consequences of my random behavior but still i get nothing like understanding even from people who know me as long as i do....
in search i go
but where
to where should i turn
whom should i seek
though no answers needed questions be staying unaswered
until time has come
in times of doubt to test oneself is the only choise leading to solution unless test is prooven by life itself which is just the same
all is same
all is one
all is nothing ... pretending to be taking every possible form
out of existence i fade away to anywhere
i feel as i should be on my way
i bid you farewell and we shall meet again