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midnight patient

breakableMar 12, 2006
- it`s kind of weird, you know, all that feeling like I`m in a silent movie,but not those funny movies of Charlie Chaplin, erm, silent-movie-horror is the perfect word for it I guess.. - and how do you feel about it? - well, erm, disturbed.. - and why? - erm, because it`s disturbing I suppose.. I can`t live my own life, doctor. - and why is that, do you have any idea? - perhaps it`s because of my absent-mindnessness, you know, sometimes I forget everything and everybody, you know, just like amnesia but a bit weird amnesia.. - why is it so weird? - ''cause, well, I can recognize all the faces I see, I know thier names and their friends` names but I can`t remember do I like them or do I hate them. isn`t that weird? - I guess it is. - yep, I guess so. - would you look at the mirror and tell me what do you see. - well, erm, I see myself. - do you like yourself? - well, I look older, and have lots of wrinkles on my face, damn it looks really depressing, doesn`t it, doctor? - I suppose truth looks always depressing..