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Poem (For Laura)

suicideOct 13, 2006
" I want to draw portraits of you, black on white Not in charcoal,but pressed ashes Volcanic dust picked in handfuls Between jacks-in-the-pulpit From the Northwest mountains Within a lacustrine mind and a cold which you never endured Knowing deceit like shade fails in the freeze Now two tiny monkeys leap onto a sheet of green paper Leaving their paw prints in cold ink Thick as the smooth brown skin of your thighs of your lies When I do your portrait I`ll have you Posing always too far in the distance to know where you stand " Jim Carroll