zavyrnah se ...eto me pak tam, ot kydeto trygnah predi polvin godina...ni6to ne se e promenilo...vse sy6tiq si si...ne moga pak da riskuvam s teb, ne iskam da riskuvam pak s teb, ne iskam pak da byda s teb...vsy6tnost ne znam kakvo iskam...vsi4ko stava tolkova obyrkano, kogato se dyrji6 taka..a kolko lesno bi bilo ako prosto si bqh trygnala vednyj zavinagi, kakto pravq obiknovenno, i ako prosto bqh izdyrjala sama...da, nai lesno se jivee sam, razo4arovaniqta bolqt...a aS ne iskam pak sy6tata "hollow pain, that used to suffer every night when I was getting back home alone in the night, oblivious to everything, safe for the PAIN; the pain that i was used to.."
i kakyv e misyla da vidgna telefona i pak da kaja "ok de, nqma problem, vsi4ko e nared, 6te govorim utre"...ami nqma utre !!! vsi4ko trqbva da se re6i dnes, ne moje da 4aka, za6toto utre se razmekva6 ...i pak ..."downwords on the spirall of life..." DOWNWORDS !!!
i vse pak utre 6te te izpratq, s bqlata rizka i 4ernite pantaloni, 6te vi izpratim ... s 6aranite baloni ...