One should sometimes wait until the moment ripens. One doesn''t always know that patience is necessary... and one tends to prematurely cast blame upon one''s own head. All results of darkened moist halls inside some ridiculous quasi-medieval buildings, which are supposed to summon educational and nationalistic dispositions out of somewhere where they''ve never ever been present. Doomed to failure... how unfortunate.
So you believe that sickness has overwhelmed thy confused and enslaved mind... But remember - we are all slaves to the female. It only takes time to find thy mastress and be reborn, and encounter again thy Lust For Life.
Do not try to tame the animal inside thee. It is indeed pointless. Love does not know shape, flesh, colour or odour. It only knows passion...
(may this article be used for common necessities... none of them include me anymore)